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Heart races as eyes meet--
gaze swiftly diverted.

Confusion--
anger inside.
Anger at myself.
It simply can't be true.

Watching.
Longing.
Hating.
Loving.
Heart filled with denial.

And again eye meet.
Familiar racing heart;
familiar churning insides;
familar hatred mixed with love.

No, no!
It can't be true!
Fear mixed with passion;
anger mixed with joy;
anguish mixed with bliss.

Longing for a love
unacceptable,
unexcusable...
misunderstood.

Not my choice,
but there all the same.
Denial tears me in two.
But the truth...
Yes, that damn truth...
always known;
always felt.

Eyes meet for a third time.
Hands brush.
Stomache churns.
Sickness and joy...
As HIS lips meet mine.
©2008-2009 ~ShadowOfTheSun89
:iconshadowofthesun89:

Author's Comments

i'm bi...i am what i am. don't like it? deal with it. i can't help it. it wasn't my choice. it's just how i am.

this is part...like...4? of my narrative of myself...

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:iconsaskuto:
another awesome poem. :+fav:

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:iconshenlongarcane:
Yay for more bi guys!

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Eternally loving the one who will never notice me again
:iconshadowofthesun89:
lol...glad to know i'm not alone.

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:iconiamiron:
This is beautiful.

I can relate to the emotions and content.

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